it's supposed to be fun.....right?

I'm procrastinating......it's all about getting the motor movin...you gotta create your own waves to ride...mental masturbation is a poor substitute for the real thing...forgetting yourself is no easy task....I mean...really...its all about the contrast....fuck the confines of greyscale bullshit...I am free to see the world as black and white if I damn well choose...congradulations are in...for everybody...we all get it....cynicism is just as much of a crutch as religion...we are all responsible...someimes i feel i can't handle it all...sometimes I feel scared....